Ok Jurgen, so it's been 10 weeks now since you became an angel and the good Lord has taken your pain away. Not too many of your friends/family realize you and I had a past. Our best memories were in the early 80's. You taking me to the Prince movie in 1984, our all day crabbing trip, (which you kept bringing up) what a blast, we had! You moving be out of Carteret/PR to my very first apt. & you letting me drive your silver Camaro with the t-tops to work. All these years later I will always cherish our new memories we built together. I have a very hard time driving in my own town, because every place reminds me of you coming to New Jersey to be with me. I still grieve you everyday. I have our photos next to my bed, all over my office and on my car visor. I miss your early morning text messages, our video calls, talking on phone and most of all your laugh. I will never meet or fall in love with anyone like you ever again. I will love you always & never forget you my love 💔💞